Lucky Blogging

So I read my e-mail. And the recruitment people offering the tacky job have withdrawn my interview. Thank God! And then my application for an intern say I'm over qualified, but can they discuss the results with me in September ?!!! Might be positive?? I will take it as such. Anyway now I have to go and pick up nephew. And have added one of a group of inspirational blogs - see left, from Yvette Perry which discusses the question of 'egocasting' which is rather the same as cv writing and job interviewing. E.g. Which persona fits today??? So another time to consider my blog ethics. With maturity comes caution.... but you know fear is still there how ever old your life.

I had a dream about my father's house in New Zeland this morning, because it has been sold becuase he is in care elsewhere. I spent a lot of time there last year. Because there was a lot of family trouble, which as the eldest I sought of tried to fix - but you know I live in England. Anyway dream - I was in the 'living room' which once years ago was my bedroom and on my knees taking out some papers I left there last year from a old cabinet there. And the front door (which was rarely used) unlocked and my brother and his wife came in to say my father was dead. He isn't - I checked, but it was a way of saying his independence is over. Didn't notice it was weighing so heavy on my mind. But there you are. There is more interpretation but not for publication. So setting up the barriers.